darkened days and moody nights... slander.. discouraged...
dissed / coured and raged, all falling nicely into place within the boundaries of one single word.. the return of "how-to-cope emphatics" - i just wanna sit and stare at the walls or something.. much obliged, too polite to cry out in half-assed insanity and despair..
unhappiness does not happen overnight..
unhappiness is not a neutral state of mind..
unhappiness doesn't have to be destructive..

the TV shows - "House MD" and "the L word"
the music - "the organ", "the jesus and mary chain", and the first 2 albums by "pj harvey"
the mood - bored, sullen, melancholic / very much laconic as i always am
the wish - none


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