"tender age in bloom"
historically we are in the right place to enjoy the technology and recycled music from 20 years ago.. "post-punk revival" during the haze of meta-conservatism and unprecedented media manipulation..

i'd rather listen to an old L7 album for days, keep the drapes pulled and lock the sun out... i am not feeling well..

there is no outlet for the frenzy i’m experiencing, and the boredom accumulates.. bored with television, and bored with mediocre tasks, and with the overblown population of the city..

vacate the mind for a while.. dip the nervous system into a lukewarm puddle of dreams and pointless thoughts, encircling one notion of savage entertainment..

listen to old sonic youth songs, let the lyrics glide and imagine something else.. boredom is the most disasterous infliction..

i want to lie still for some time, not think about insomnia..
reality is a brute, and boredom derives from it...

one option could be to overwork myself.. troubling thought, as i rarely find enough time to indulge in my own projects.. it could be the season – april is the cruelest of all months afterall..

maybe later...  ¶ 12:09 AM